okay am shit nervous because my braces are making me play quite horribly. breathe breathe breathe!
nobody reads this cause i never blog, but: 1) JIAYOU BAND I KNOW YOU KNOW WE CAN DO IT! 2) LOOK AT MS SIA, STARE AT HER. don't play offbeat/key please, thank you. 3) enjoy playing! :D we're playing the merry widow you know, MERRY! 4) walk smartly and quickly. 5) wear perfect attire. 6) be super disciplined, follow dynamics like the law, articulation and blah blah. 7) FEEL the mood.
bloody hell, i think i got naggier after passing out.
okay actually, i'm only typing this to remind myself. hello nervous wreck. i don't know why i'm having a panic attack actually, i'm not the type to get nervous about this kind of stuff.
AHHHH OMG! it's because i can't play that part you see.
i feel like such a lazy person. instead of carrying my textbooks home, i've decided to get them delivered.
this is odd but i think blogging in xanga is funner. must be all the smileys. blogger has zero dumb smileys for you to abuse.
sleepover soon! (:
i should be working. hm.
Ying Ying/ Get on the floor, it's a robot war: UGLYDOLL. What the Snowman Learned About Love says: im a prettydoll What the Snowman Learned About Love says: HAHAHAHAHHA Ying Ying/ Get on the floor, it's a robot war. says: you're a BARBIE the Snowman Learned About Love says: HAHHAA What the Snowman Learned About Love says: wheres my ken then
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Tuesday, November 27
thankyou to all those people who wished me happy birthday :D and the songs too! plus a certain stuffed green rabbit and frozen cheesecake (:
hello world.
i think i dont like blogging anymore.
went to ikea on sunday with the liansxz. note: single noun, not plural.
we acted like museum exhibits (: and of course, the shameless cathlin didnt mind at all. hahahahah
and ikea rocking chairs dont really rock. as in they do not move at all, except when you get off them. they do not rock, therefore they suck.
and i am very amused by the living exhibit in citylink. we were captioning their poses. hahahah
okay i'm starting to freak out over studying. i should be studying.
hmm. i think i suffer from overanxiety. i feel worried but i've got nothing to worry about.
okay anyway. i am very lazy to post about camp and chalet.
chalet was super dumb but FUN (: biking in the rain and setting marshmallows on fireee (: just because i'm from campfire dept does not mean i can randomly start fires out of nowhere k. and goodness, we burnt the LIGHTER. and the biggest joke was the barbecue pit next to us. our fire was black, theirs was red. HAHAHAHA we are such losers. goodness.
i dont like holidays really. you feel like you should be doing something, but you dont know what you should do.
i shall go eat now. i need to do brainless work.
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Thursday, November 8
all i can say is before all of this nyeh i never knew the meaning of unwilling sleep deprivation.
i'm a writer, photographer and a printer today.
and i realised that sleep deprivation makes your typing skills rubbish.
i typed hello wrongly three times just now before i finally slowly typed it out correctly.
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staaanding still jenny!
HAHAHHAA omg was annoying pong today with that song when we were doing stuff. fun (: i realise that i have a relatively short attention span. after about 3 seconds of actively playing pong's nintendo ds lite i got bored alr.
ok go! HAHAHHA
and i was amusing myself with this punching thing when pong broke it -.- DUMBBBB i know you can see this. HHAHAHA and it annoyingly turned out that only pong and i met up to do stuffs again. sometimes i doubt you, you know that. last year was the same thing too, you.
okay change topic. and omg my wisdom teeth are growing out! :D hahahha i wonder why they're called wisdom teeth! maybe when you've become wiser, your wisdom teeth grow out as a symptom! :D yay so that means i'm wiser! :D
went to spy on falcon before meeting pong. am very amused by what they do. haha
and i dont like stalin. such a tyrranical person.
i rewrote something thrice. but i convinced myself it doesnt matter.
always look on the bright side of life (:
SETTLERSSSSSSSSSSSS my week's been made happier just thinking about it. uglyuglyugly! heh i'm preparing myself (:
must remember to bring the pencils for the people (: they're (the pencils!) so childish and useless
but i dont care, i like them (:
especially the frog windmill one! (:
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Wednesday, November 7
okay mass convos amuse me (:
have been feeling crabby lately. deepavali tmr! (: and finally we can go for a fake section outing! HAHHAHAHA
okay i am being amused by people.
i think i need to sleep more. my brain is oxygen-deficient, and soon i'llstartslurringallmywordslikethis whichissodamnannoying
oh wait, today there was chem! (: okay i have just decided i want a chemistry set for my birthday. hahahahha
and during physics i sat next to a teapot. a lime green teapot who's best friends with a teaspoon! HAHAHHA
and rosalind is a (:=8D)( :8D) BABOONPIG! not a sweet and inoocent girl who LOLed.
omg look at all the sms language. i cnt stand it alr. i realise tt im v bad at shortforming words.
okay i give up.
am amused.
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Sunday, October 21
Hello, it's Sunday.
It looks rainy. I wish that it would rain, then I'd have an excuse to sleep and not feel guilty about wasting my Sunday doing nothing.
It seems that Sunday only serves as a wait for Monday. Prelude; utter chaos. HAHAHAHA. I'm blatantly overusing the campfire theme.
Saturday was fun. "I'm hungry!" I can't believe we actually came up with a mini-skit to try and get food from teachers. -.- I really think that we're the first group of people doing deco that tried to get free food -.- And after painting our bodies with toxic wall paint, we went for lunch. Ella and I met Yee Ting at Cafe Gallilee. AHHAHAHAA We ate meatball spaghetti. The meatballs were damn hard. They make a sound if you whack them against the glass plate o.o Plus, the spaghetti sauce was barely palatable. I practised being a bimbo :D I read bimbo magazines and attempted to speak like a bimbo :D And I waved my arms like a bimbo too :D See, Cathlin! I'm successfully learning the bimbo accent! (: Like, totally.
Friday was spent uselessly trying to pack the band store. And the boxes are zomgly HEAVY. Macho movers! HAHAHAHHAHAH. Me la, not you cathlin!
Thursday was okay. Kinda meh to go to school on a supposed holiday. But it was okay. I think we should stop harrassing a certain someone already. HAHAHAHHA she must be traumatised already. Okay, new resolution, not to harrass her again. HAHAHA And well done falcon, those who feared fire still lit up the gas stove (: YAY!
Spent today afternoon stoning around compass point with Ella Lim. Horribly boring. I think I'll throw myself off the top floor of compass point if I ever go walk around all the shops again. First we went to buy Raylia's coupon paper, then we went to eat lunch, then we went back to the shop again to buy her superman file -.- Then we went to buy her drink -.- Then we spontaneously decided to go paint the band banner. So unrelated can. Ella and band?! HAHAHAHA but equally unrelated, me and open house! Infinte OPTIONS, definite choice. Not Infinite CHOICES, definite choice. Hey I just realised that those two lines take up the same amount of space! :D
Okay this is a very dry post. But what can I do, it's a dry day, and I feel drier than sun-dried mangoes on a hot afternoon. I need some rain. HAHAHAHA.
I think I should superglue a notebook onto my wrist, then I'd be able to write things down in it immediately and not easily forget about them.
Paint's still stuck to my skin. My skin cells need to die faster, so that the paint on them would fall off as well.
Ella Lim! Try not to miss her and obsess too much about her k! HAHAHHAA I bet you're online stoning and waiting for 11pm to arrive faster. Do your many MCQs and 2 exam papers! HAHAHAHA AND! You totally suck at Super Mario! HAHAHA LOSERRR.
The banner is currently stuck to my floor with masking tape, and the template consists of masking tape as well. I just wasted one whole roll on it. Speaking of masking tape, we need to find good, durable, super sticky masking tape. Sometimes I just don't see a need to stay. I need to find myself a reason to stay quickly.
Sometimes I don't see a point in my school life.
This and that, sometimes I feel like I'm just wasting my life in school doing bleh things that make me feel more bleh.